It appears I've been MIA for a long time.
We had Christmas here in NC, and spent a month in California. I got accepted in to a modeling group called The Die Hard Dolls, (find them on facebook if you're curious. I'm Ayita Doll.) There's a magazine and calender that can be bought through them, I have photos that I took being published in the magazine. Also, I'm in the magazine.
I also owe someone an explanation, I had owed someone a one year membership, I've forgotten who because I've since deleted the journal. The buy one get one expired while I was traveling to California and I was unable to purchase it. If I come in to some money, I intend on giving you what I promised, or I was going to try to wait for the next buy one get one because they seem to happen about every six months. I'm so sorry!I've lost all interest in doing anything. I barely even get on the computer anymore, so forgive my absence. I guess I'm just checking in because I posted a photo after a long absence and some people had pointed out that I had been absent for a longer than normal time.
I'm having a really difficult time with the Army. It's really just a crushing defeated feeling when you're entire unit has turned against you because the man who raped you was allowed to attend drill and you weren't. Then for them to tell me, after nearly a year of investigation, they're not going to do anything because it's a "He said - She said" situation, I guess I'm just waiting for them to hand me my discharge papers. Defeated.
I'm really just tired of pretending to be happy and that I'm ok, when it's so obvious that I'm not. That's probably why I've been away.
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